Hey peeps 

Hye and hey, Remember my last post? It was about a year ago. I post about my friends, My deary be-loving friends. I miss my friends, don't you guys feel the same about your friend? Almost everyone in this Earth has a friend well me? I sure do have a friend. Not one or two but 6 + 1 (Me) = 7 . 7 of us, well we're friends, sisters and like a family. We understood each other well. But I don't think we're 7 anymore. I hate the way they act innocent, pure and kind in front of me but being a devil, Satan and stab me behind my back. It hurts so damn much and how I wish sometime I would get out from this fucking cruel world. Can't they just be friend with me with a sincere heart? Don't you guys felt tired acting in front of me? Was I bad enough? A year ago, They treat me like I was the most important thing in the whole but now? All of them replace me with a new girl. It's not like she was a new girl. She was included in "7" too. These 2 girls I hate but I love being with them. They were the devil behind me. I just can't believe them. They said they love me and they will be forever by my side until we die but both of them just broke the promise, They broke the VOW. I would always wanted this thing since I was little, I just hope that I have no emotions at all, I can't cry, can't smile, can't be happy, can't laugh or HURT. What are you guys actually? Humans or devils? I seriously hate people who have two-face and that is what we called "Bitch" It hurts when someone is not in the mood to talk to you but when it comes to someone else they talk like they're the happiest person alive. I remember one fine night I tried to kill myself but suddenly I stop. Why? I remember my family, my sister and my friends. Even they treat me like a slave but I still love them. Every morning in school, they never treat me like I was their bestfriends but a "stranger" to them. They will not talk to me, say hi to me or even wave at me. They just talk happily and laughing like I was dead. Yes, I was dead to them. When 6 of us were always outing together on a shopping mall ( The other one can't go out with her friends because her mother is well-very strict person) They're being kind to me and treat me the same just like other but more friendly. They laugh with me, happily chatting with me, talking with me but if you're on my side. Won't you guys felt weird? They did not do that with a sincere heart they're just acting, I sincerely don't know if acting are their"part-time work" or not. They just being close to me since I was a rich girl so If I was in a good mood I can bought them everything they want. I'm a slave right? That's the evidence that show how much thick face the're. I don't understand them. They are totally some bitch who only LOVE's money. Is money everything to you? is it? Today, I make a small mistake. I was suppose to hang out with them at ChatTime Cafe but I can't because of some family problems. I thought maybe they will understand me but they aren't. They scold me, cursing me. "A" (My best friend) left her school uniform at my house since yesterday cause she hang in my house for 5 hours after school's over but she forget to brought back her uniform. On Monday, we're suppose to wear our uniform for school and yeah 1. I can't make it to the cafe and 2. They mad at me for "A's" uniform. FYI "A" was the closest friends to me she understood me better and I thought she will reconsider for her uniform and tell the others that I'm sorry but in fact she's not. She just making it worse. She didn't even try to cover me or helping me, well she just joining them. It hurts so much to see your best friend is not helping you got spit by others curse. I kept saying sorry to her but she's doing nothing. She must be really hate me. I can sense that. "A" I'm so sorry, We're best friend right? We're promise to do everything with all of our friends right? Can you forgive me for what I've done? I was just a small thing but they hate me and curse me like I have just murder her boyfriend or dating with her crush. How I wish you guys would understand my heart and accept me the way I was. 

"What if I suddenly gone from this world, Would you be searching for me? Would you miss me? Would you realize that I'm gone already? Would you spilt a tears for me? Would you?"

-Anonymous-

Hey peeps 

Hye and hey, Remember my last post? It was about a year ago. I post about my friends, My deary be-loving friends. I miss my friends, don't you guys feel the same about your friend? Almost everyone in this Earth has a friend well me? I sure do have a friend. Not one or two but 6 + 1 (Me) = 7 . 7 of us, well we're friends, sisters and like a family. We understood each other well. But I don't think we're 7 anymore. I hate the way they act innocent, pure and kind in front of me but being a devil, Satan and stab me behind my back. It hurts so damn much and how I wish sometime I would get out from this fucking cruel world. Can't they just be friend with me with a sincere heart? Don't you guys felt tired acting in front of me? Was I bad enough? A year ago, They treat me like I was the most important thing in the whole but now? All of them replace me with a new girl. It's not like she was a new girl. She was included in "7" too. These 2 girls I hate but I love being with them. They were the devil behind me. I just can't believe them. They said they love me and they will be forever by my side until we die but both of them just broke the promise, They broke the VOW. I would always wanted this thing since I was little, I just hope that I have no emotions at all, I can't cry, can't smile, can't be happy, can't laugh or HURT. What are you guys actually? Humans or devils? I seriously hate people who have two-face and that is what we called "Bitch" It hurts when someone is not in the mood to talk to you but when it comes to someone else they talk like they're the happiest person alive. I remember one fine night I tried to kill myself but suddenly I stop. Why? I remember my family, my sister and my friends. Even they treat me like a slave but I still love them. Every morning in school, they never treat me like I was their bestfriends but a "stranger" to them. They will not talk to me, say hi to me or even wave at me. They just talk happily and laughing like I was dead. Yes, I was dead to them. When 6 of us were always outing together on a shopping mall ( The other one can't go out with her friends because her mother is well-very strict person) They're being kind to me and treat me the same just like other but more friendly. They laugh with me, happily chatting with me, talking with me but if you're on my side. Won't you guys felt weird? They did not do that with a sincere heart they're just acting, I sincerely don't know if acting are their"part-time work" or not. They just being close to me since I was a rich girl so If I was in a good mood I can bought them everything they want. I'm a slave right? That's the evidence that show how much thick face the're. I don't understand them. They are totally some bitch who only LOVE's money. Is money everything to you? is it? Today, I make a small mistake. I was suppose to hang out with them at ChatTime Cafe but I can't because of some family problems. I thought maybe they will understand me but they aren't. They scold me, cursing me. "A" (My best friend) left her school uniform at my house since yesterday cause she hang in my house for 5 hours after school's over but she forget to brought back her uniform. On Monday, we're suppose to wear our uniform for school and yeah 1. I can't make it to the cafe and 2. They mad at me for "A's" uniform. FYI "A" was the closest friends to me she understood me better and I thought she will reconsider for her uniform and tell the others that I'm sorry but in fact she's not. She just making it worse. She didn't even try to cover me or helping me, well she just joining them. It hurts so much to see your best friend is not helping you got spit by others curse. I kept saying sorry to her but she's doing nothing. She must be really hate me. I can sense that. "A" I'm so sorry, We're best friend right? We're promise to do everything with all of our friends right? Can you forgive me for what I've done? I was just a small thing but they hate me and curse me like I have just murder her boyfriend or dating with her crush. How I wish you guys would understand my heart and accept me the way I was. 

"What if I suddenly gone from this world, Would you be searching for me? Would you miss me? Would you realize that I'm gone already? Would you spilt a tears for me? Would you?"

-Anonymous-